Sleep?

I am so tired. I have been going all day!  So why is it so hard to go to bed?  I love sitting here on my computer flipping between my four open tabs of yahoo mail, facebook, netflix, and a crockpot chicken recipe I want to try.  Each time I click on one, nothing has changed but I just keep checking.  Like when you open the fridge over and over when you want a snack.  Why is such an unexciting and stupid thing enough to keep me from going to bed?....... Because I am doing it in silence.  No one asking what I'm looking at or asking for food or trying to climb on my lap to look with me.  Nothing forcing me to get up like Baby Ryan eating things off the dirty rug or Travis and Anna beating each other up because "he's just so annoying."  I can just sit here and think my own thoughts or not think at all and it's just so so nice.  I will probably wake up regretting that I stayed up so late but for now I just love staring and trying to type this as I am so sleepy and relaxed and peaceful and happy and...................................................